JC life is really hectic compared to secondary school.

homework, CCA, CIP, test/exams, projects are like tsunamis ready to hit and drown you down.
living up to expectations of yourself and other people ain't as easy as you think it is.
Everyday you're just gonna have to plan properly about the decisions you'd make.
Its either the black faces of people around you, or the sad face of your own. Decide.
Even if you're sick and tired and annoyed and wanna punch someone in the face, you simply accept that it's part of life, you pull yourself together, you smile and you get over it.

Trust is...speculative. Even if they're your friends, things you didn't do well enough will piss them off. No one will pity you if you're sick and you didn't do your work. Point is, you didnt do your work!

Emotions can be such a thrilling rollercoaster ride.
But at endless nights when the emotions get into your mind, you'd simply be too tired to think about it your mind totally just shuts off everything.

To my friends who're thinking about boy-girl relationships and stuff, i'm really surprised you have that time and effort to spare. Seriously, aren't you tired enough?

its 5th april 2008 now.
JC education will be over in end of november 2009.

so get over it.

jiayou!

[i'm sorry if the tone's harsh on this entry, i'm just very exhausted. ):]

goodnight.